I did it again

When you hurt yourself with the same previous injury is scary.My though was all over . I was upset that once again my training will slow down and even if it will be possible for me to earn my black belt one day. I had the opportunity to have a small talk with sifu brinker and it was helpful! I am a competitive person in a good way due that challenge me to push harder .My ego got involved and  i thought , i will be so behind of everyone ,how can i do a new form that will look great so i just wanted to gave up and do a form i know .But really i was more afraid of what people can say and not be ready for my beta version We are all working towards mastery .I am happy that those negative thoughts are behind and now working on the recovery process. With time i will learn again how to ajust my Kungfu with my injury and be proud that i didn’t gave up . 

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