Next year

The years of the dragon have been bad only if i look into my failures of keeping all my promises . Yet this year have brought me a lot of reflection and clarity. Pushing myself and learning to adapt have been difficult. Working days or nights or even quiet shifts or a busy one can affect my limits. I have slowly felt that i wasn’t a good fit to the team and i was good with that . Even on my regular class i don’t feel the right to be line up and feel great at the back due i know i can t be a good example . I know Kungfu is a part of my life and yet so many time i was close to quit . My family is very important and for the past 2 years i couldn’t enjoy all the activities we use to do due of injury. I can’t think of keep doing more if i am not where my heart is . So for me i need to focus on the basic skills , go day by day , working of getting stronger and building my thrust in abilities to get a balanced. I will not be joining the team next years but i will always try my best to help when needed .Since i took that decision i felt scared but yet somehow happy to have finally found a sense of my own path ! 

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  1. Anonymous22 January 2025 at 05:09

    You have been a great member of the team and I am constantly inspired by your awareness of when to push yourself and when it becomes detrimental to your journey, you will be missed!!
    -Sihing Burke

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