Questioning

 This past little while i struggle training mindfully.I didn’t get into any challenge put out there due feeling overwhelming.i question how if i don’t change my mindset that i will be able to do the black belt grading.I am far from that but time fly and with a blink i will be there.My work stress won’t get any better soon ,now we are getting ready for war.They are going to open the field hospital soon and to get the staff they will redeployed some of us from the unit and leave others to work with more patients .I am trying to not anticipate the worst but hard when others are negative with the changes.I know i will pass this state of mind and  i will continue training .Thank you miss Lucy lee for keeping me engaged!

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