Potatoes

I want to thanks everyone who help with the potatoes night .I am sorry if i am not engaged as much that i would like .I enjoy the evening even if it was short .To see people gathering together and being happy was for me a good way to wake up after a night shift.IT was aslo great to know how many people have been around for so many years at the kwoon !!

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