My personal progress

I am looking forward for the Chinese banquet but i am worried that i won’t be at my full potential.This week ,i found harder to not push myself.On my form (Da muh sing)i have hard time to throw a kick and i can t do the blade .Knowing that sifu Brinker ,Karen Bergstreiser had knee injury and able to success give me hope to continue and do my best !

Recently i learned that my scope of practice as a Lpn will change started on February.I will have the skill to hang blood and more.Some of my co-worker are not so happy due of no increased of salaries and even a cut on that.I am choosing to embrace the change and not letting the negative to be part of it.I choose this career to help people and not for the pay check!With this scope my care will be done faster than waiting for the Rn .

The past 2 weeks i was off work and going back this Monday.My routine was changed!I did my number the way i could but frustrated  at time not being able to do the way i used to do them .Finally i choose my battle to win.I started to be proud of me and feeling better!A few days ago while in line at tim horton one lady was so upset that they messed up her order ,telling  them bad words regarding their incompetency.I just wanted to tell her deep breath and everyone do mistake including you.I realized the value off failing is to help you to growth in the better way!

Since my knee injury ,i have been careful.This last weekend i see and feel a change.Today on the morning class i push myself in the safe way but was happy of my result.Now i just need to keep it up and work on my fear of hurting myself again.Right now i am avoiding to throw hard kick or do proper stance.I received lots of advice and want to thx people!

Last Monday during class I injured my knee while doing a spinning back kick. I question whether my technique was wrong. Did I twist? Was I too straight? Or did I simply aggravate an old injury. I will not quit training but going forward my training will be definitely different. I will now have a different route than expected, I just hope I will able to pull it off. I am afraid that my fear of failing will slow down my progress but I am staying positive that with time my goal will be reached! I believe all obstacles give you the opportunity to learn something if you choose to overcome the negative thoughts.

I want to thanks everyone who help with the potatoes night .I am sorry if i am not engaged as much that i would like .I enjoy the evening even if it was short .To see people gathering together and being happy was for me a good way to wake up after a night shift.IT was aslo great to know how many people have been around for so many years at the kwoon !!

My kids are back to school and this weekend was our last camping for the season!I can say the routine will be easier (bed time ,meal time and no need to pack anything!!)two weeks ago at work we had an agressif pt and one morning he corner us at the nurses desk.I am happy to say that i was calm i called security and grabbed a clip board as a weapon.I didnt need to used it but i felt ready.The patient back off when security arrived and no body got hurt.In class we always say stay calm expect blood ext,but always wonder how i would react.I know all situations is different and the reaction can. Change .