Not blogging

I can say many excuses or reasons but yet both feel wrong.Since i am modified at work and doing less training my knee didn’t give me shock sensation or throbbing feeling at night ,It feel good.but Lately i have noted my knee is skipping more often now.Fears of aggravated is on my mind.Beginning of the year i  started with that injury .I got satisfied with my weapon instead of looking how i can modified thing i wanted to do.Many time in classes i was pushing further than i should and feeling the pain later . Yet i knew i need it to take an easy but i didn’t. Ego/ stubbornness and fears  Training should be easy but harder when i can’t get satisfied or frustrated. I am looking on the negative side instead of looking of my progress even if small it is . Being on the bench is not myself and struggles with limitations.So lately i have been feeling shame of not training and my Blogging have been following that same paths.This oncoming years will also be hard .Igot approved for surgery no date yet but progress in the right direction. The recovery will be long and it will affect my Kungfu ,work and family.I am ready to embrace that challenge.I started to believe now life give me that journey so i can learn that slowing down at time or doing modifications is not negative aspect but a strength of showing your intent and goals now is time for me to put this reflection on practice!

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