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I got this

 Recently , i got certified at work for iv ultrasound. I got trained after a Night Shift and remember being so upset with myself . I should say ,  i am pretty good with regular iv . They said when you are good with regular iv it will be harder with the ultrasound. At some point i got the thought maybe i will never be able to succeed but i did . Every attempt i learned something or i felt more stable with the probe. This experience was just an other reminder that Not because i can’t at the moment mean i won’t one day . My expectations of the moment should be from the present and buildings up into the future and looking at my past for reference. 

Rabbit year

 I started the year of Rabbit with a post surgery. I amazed my self with the creativity to remained engaged. The IHc requirements help me with my rehab to be able to dedicated all my exercises. Without the requirements i would have been a cough potato. I might not have  work all my harmony but i definitely increased the feeling of my body. I can’t always tell what’s is wrong but feeling something is wrong. I am mindful when i do modifications of the stances due repetition can create an bad habits . When i got cleared by the surgeon restrictions I thought i would be able to come back full strength, wrong and that was a start of my frustration. I returned to work and my numbers started to declined .The frustration got me to the point of quitting. Sharing my struggles was the best i could have done .I let my ego aside and slowly building my confidence back that i still belongs to kungfu. My journey is not done only slower and different than others . About 2 weeks ago i hurt my ba...