My personal progress

I am organized ! Be organized is not always an easy feeling .It s great to have things accomplished in time , knowing where your stuff are or simply be pro active. The overwhelming factor can creep in and if you don’t let go and learn how to switch. Life will do that and throw at you event that you can control.Be organized is a skill that can involve in a positive or negative way .In my work field be organized help me to go an above with my care but at home can lead to stress. Having kids have help me to soft in up !

 On Wednesday we did sparring, unfortunately i had to walk out of it .I got the taste of it and looking forward to be able to do so .watching others teammates was in other hand great learning too .At first i had tendency to keep the same side but realized my opponent noticed that too until i started switching side . When doing sparring at home usually i do practice one side at the time so now i will alternate!!

 This past Thursday i went to my son school for the crane project.The welcoming and the enthusiasts from the students and teachers was amazing.I talked about kindness and the legend of the crane.To see my son helping others was incredible to see.At first it was only for the 6 grader but the teacher asked me if we can do also with the 5 grader of course i accepted ! She saw the value behind and say what an amazing thing to do! We got 68 crane done in class but more to come due some kids asked for more papers!!calvin came back with 9 more on Friday!

 This years i am doing 18 temple motions.It is a easy form to learn but hard at the same time.The complexity of the flow bring me to learn the internal feeling.As for now i am struggling with the form . Having a knee injury trow me off at a few places in the forms but bring me more questions and help me to understand better. On way i have practiced it is by closing my eyes and having music on!!

My son my little leader ! My family and I , have been doing lots of crane. My son gave one of them to his teacher and suggested a project for his class. He explain the reason why we are doing it .The teacher agreed ! How simple it is when you follow your heart and deeply understanding the situation . This involvement didn’t take much to do .Time ,shyness ,confidence can be a factor of not participating but only take a first step to see the benefits.

 I am intrepid ! Younger i got into some situations without thinking .After ,you realized how dangerous this could have been .With years and experiences you learn if it worth it to get involved .It is still behind my mind of how far can i go .When come times for activity i am always willing to try something new and looks for the adrenaline but has i get older ,i am thinking more before i say yes.

This past weekend i went snowboarding with my family.I thought my knee was improving due the pain wasn’t  present. I was wrong and i guess i needed to learn it on the hard way that this injury is for life time .I knew this but yet not doing accordingly to it. I won’t give up Kungfu , snowboard or other activity but just need to grieve the way i was doing things before and believe i can be has good! He will require time to be natural to keep my guard up and learn the best way to move .