My personal progress

 This past little while i struggle training mindfully.I didn’t get into any challenge put out there due feeling overwhelming.i question how if i don’t change my mindset that i will be able to do the black belt grading.I am far from that but time fly and with a blink i will be there.My work stress won’t get any better soon ,now we are getting ready for war.They are going to open the field hospital soon and to get the staff they will redeployed some of us from the unit and leave others to work with more patients .I am trying to not anticipate the worst but hard when others are negative with the changes.I know i will pass this state of mind and  i will continue training .Thank you miss Lucy lee for keeping me engaged!

 Many of you have written about kindness on your blog.I missed the team meeting but seems that kindness was one subject talked about.This week at work i put extra attention on how my care to my patients affect them .I didn’t change the way i work but realize my awareness was not there .This said i feel lucky to have received personal share from them ,smile and laugh !!We might never know if our kindness help or make a difference on their day but i sure feel it when someone is to me!!