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At work

The last week i have been reading The Mastery on my break.Some how that help me feeling better at my work.Working in hospital not always easy specially if you work with staff that don’t have your standards of care.The Thursday class some students and sifu approach me and gave me advises .I was happy due i can practice knowing the right way!So ill try to be better with letting them know and hopefully with time the work ethics will improve!

Before and now

When i was younger ,i have always struggled to ask questions due of what people will think.I missed the opportunity of a easier pat way to learned.Today i am improving !The good thing about getting older !!On the beginning of march i had a family trip and my number suffered .Last week i went again on the trip and this time i put my fear of what they will think of me .Example doing wall push while fuelling .Vacation can be hard on our requirements but with imagination and open mind to change the routine i can make happenings!

The month of may

The month of kindness will start soon.Last weekend my son made me so proud.When he saw the neighbour kid throwing his cup on the ground,he told him littering is wrong and asked him to pick it up.As a parent,we set the example for our child and i truly believe we can change society for the better though them.

Numbers

Since my family return home ,i have been trying to catch up with my number.Pushing myself to do more everyday.I was thinking to be back in normal after one months.Unfortunate my old injury on my shoulder is back not at the same level .I took a few day off on my requirements and help.Now ,i realize my intent was good but not realistic.I never use to do has much push up sit up and•••That is already a challenge for my body.when you speed on the road and stop by the red light you are not faster than the other one!!I will be slower but steady on my requirements and hope to reach my goal set for one year!

Unhappy

I am a lpn working in the hospital field .The past year i have been unhappy.We have an increased of verbal and physical aggression.Even if i understand the disease such as Dementia,drugs addiction and more, the reality  is we get abused almost on the daily basis.Manegement aware of the situation but not so much help or no resolutions for the issue.Now i am looking for a new job !I have been working in the same place for 12 years.Sometime, when we are comfortable at what we have been doing makes harder to change and start fresh .

Vacation

This past week was awesome for my personal life.I enjoy my family!!Now i have to catch up on my requirements.I was on the road with them driving all day to visit the rockies or snowboarding at banff.ONe good thing is for my personal plan is i reduce a lot of my smoking habit..In the future i will need to plan better for my next vacation

From pema chodron

It s about knowing fear,becoming familiar with it,looking it straight in the eye-not as a way to solve problems,but to completely abandon our old ways of seeing,to hear,geel,taste and think.You should know that as soon as we really start doing this,we never stop learning about humility.