Pushing further
As the year of Rabbit approaches reflection is required.I have to admit that i didn’t push myself enough even if at first i thought i did. The years started with my injury. Fears and limitations got me to believe that i achieve something.Not giving up ,looking for modifications ,creating a Sai form and be more engaged. Reflecting of my next weapon form and thinking it will be easier to choose a school form than creating one felt wrong after having a one /one . Why ?I got sastisfied .Does satisfaction is enough or a mediocrity for fooling myself. I had many ideas that was not working due of limitations but yet i let it go with something easier and short.Now that i have a knee brace i feel like a white belt and re-learning how to move .Kungfu is hard work so time for me to stand by those words.