My personal progress

When someone tell you that you are doing great despite of what is going on into your life and yet not able to agree to it .Look at your intent and ego .My guilt was the Q to think deeper .I foul myself with my intent due it was about the number and not achieving the requirements.The numbers help to get better but doesn’t when done without true purpose .It s better to do 2 good push-ups than 100 done on the wrong way.Frequency and how is the key.Mastery is not about how fast you can reach your goal but it s how you can adapt and keep your path .My frustration was about my ego and not seeing my progress.When we learn forme we start from a small portion and keep adding. It is easier to keep your intent by doing a small portion of the form than completed it.Going back to the basics and doing by portion can help to keep your focus.

Covid have touched us in a different way for everyone.Right now with this 5 wave i am feeling different.The new rules we have to follow at work cause me frustration due that go against my values.We have been short every shift ,doing extra shift too but yet i can t drop my high standard of  care and keep pushing.Yes i am still standing but with a price.My mind is overwhelmed and cause me to doubt things or be forgetful. I am affraid of letting mediocrity get in but somehow i am aware that sometimes you need to let go.My number have drop for different reasons ,working more ,forgot to log or to remember how much i did. I know thing will change to the best eventually and when i will look back i will be proud of myself for not giving up!Everyone blog have been helpful so thx and please keep writing!My kids have also keep me engaged ,my son is learning my sai forms!!

 Well done team ! I could see on everyone part the fact they wanted their partner to be seen and not to steal the show and that turn out great!! I have learned a few things tonight.The first one we did i was late to start so on the second time it was good but then i got caught on my uniform ,i should have know better to have practice with the full uniform .The third one was my best hope they keep that video for the demo !!!The last round we did i dropped my weapon,i was mad but i kept going.They always say to verify your weapon before you use it .I knew my wrapping was getting loose but yet i didn’t fixed it and got looser and my finger got caught but somehow with this happening that gave me some idea for my future sai form !!