My personal progress

 I knew i wanted to try the wooden wood for my breaking board.I was confident until i was holding them .I reach out to sifu Rybak for advice.Before the class my pulse was high.While driving i did some breathing exercises.We were asked if we were  nervous so yes i raised my hand!After the warm up i felt i can do it and i just needed to focus on the technic.I did the breakable one first to trust myself.My first wooden board took me 2 attempts,i needed to ajust where i was kicking.Surprised i didn’t have the feeling that i have failed but more the opposite When i heard  the crack of the wood and see it on 2 pieces  i knew i was  able to remain focused and learn from my mistake.I was also guided by sifu scillag and his question what you think went wrong!

 With no reason or even excuses i haven’t blog .what happen?I am still questioning about that.I push back to the next day to the next .Not only on my requirements to blog but also doing this in my personal life not recording my appointment or meeting .Yet i am lucky that i have good memories and i haven’t miss any appointment!So what to do ?They say if you don’t want to trained you trained.I have miss so much classes due of work and perhaps it s started to affect me.I am not in the worst situation than others but the difference is others try to engage more.My plan is to book 2 one/one and attempt to catch up of what  i miss or at least seen what was cover .I will also help in the level 2 black dragon for the break board!

 Lately i have more feeling when something is wrong but not yet able all the time to figure out what .This bring to more questions.Being in the new class is also an amazing feeling due i am on the back row and i can see and learn from the senior belt!.The focus and energy they have can only push me to a different level and realize hurt and pain are not the same and i can do more! perhaps slower .