My personal progress

 The time of the year where i start thinking about my renewal of my nursing liscence ,about the next year I ho chuan team and of course the beginning of school for my kido.We all have a strange years but yet i found so many positive things even if i struggled at time.I am feeling that i am in control of what is happening and some how prepared for the unknown!The unknown can be the way to push yourself to accomplish further that you will have not expected and succeed.All small accomplishment is a victory!

 I noticed from myself that i have changed!Last year with the demo practice i was not feeling confident and even shy if i missed a step.The Canada day demo was not the greatest due i couldn’t remember what i did or seen somebody.The Chinese new year’s i remember my form but not able to see the public.This time with the first demo of the year i felt good. Either with the practice or the demo.I know i added a step but i kept going.I do remember seeing the people!!That same night with the I ho chuan team practice i forgot the step on my hand form then sifu help me to pursues.I learned with time we can control our stress ,practice make better!I didn’t feel embarrassed when i forgot the step but learned i should take habit to practice form on all directions!what a great experience and energy from the team !

 I thought a lot about excuses or reason and i end up finding the non mandatory class on line was an excuses for most part unless working than was a reason.I was selfish and choosing the easy way of my comfort,not supportive of the team ,sorry.Yesterday was my first time pinning the trailer by myself he took me 45 min ,my husband do it in 10 min.I talked with the owner of the place and share about it.He check it to make sure i did it right!He told me anytime i can help.It s been almost 9 years we have the trailer and why it s my first time?Again the easiest way and not reaching out for help .I am pulling my self back of learning new opportunity and increasing my knowledge.i can only improve if i allow the try and some failure to built stronger fondation.

I found harder to keep up some numbers of requirements when i was on vacation(blogging,sparring,reading the mastery, recording number or ack of kindness.)In other areas was good!No excuses only valuable reason for me ,spending time with my family!I feel recharged.Lately ,i was able to attend more with the team activity.That is also a great source of motivation!Without my husband i might not have been there due i still need to learn to allow myself to take the opportunity instead of focusing on home duty while things can wait.