Fear and confidence
I feel stressed when it come to performing in front of other people,especially in large crowds where i am aware there are many eyes watching me.I prefer not to be in the spotlight.English is my second language.There are time during Kungfu i feel frustrated because i have difficulty communicating and expressing myself in English.AS an Lpn,i do not have any difficulty speaking to patients and families,my coworkers,doctors and other healthcare professionals or standing up to speak in staff meeting .Feeling confident in my field of work help reduce my fear of being watched or judged.My knowledge base is appropriate for my orange belt,but i have more to learn before earning my black and reaching the mastery.I do tend to be hard on myself.I find that drives me to perform at my best and continues to advance my knowledge and skills set.Canada Day is coming and i embrace the challenge!